Relapse
Smoking

Relapse

This is exactly why I hate myself. I never keep promises made to myself. Then all that self-loathing eats me from inside, killing small parts of me. I promised, I swore that I won’t smoke again but now I feel like all that was just bullshit. Why, why is my motivation so fragile? Why can’t … Continue reading

One Step Closer
Sleep

One Step Closer

It’s the end of the first month of my grand plan, which also means the end of my first endeavor. And I so want to tell you guys that it worked, that it somehow helped, that I am not just an idiot attempting something vague, that my life has changed somehow. But the truth is, … Continue reading

The Silence
Short Story

The Silence

  “How many dead?” asked officer Earl. “Fifty three, sir”, replied the policeman. He just nodded and went in. Victor didn’t like being in kitchen. It made him all sweaty, oily and cranky. He wondered how people would work in a place like this. For him it just felt like a prison. But when you … Continue reading